Love Me or Let Me Go

it t do this anymore
Then why does mystill hurt so much
I know I canheart not wanna do this
I know its best for uI know its best for us
Then why does s
But its all happening so fast
I need a minute to grab it.
I've done all I can
And still you wont understand
I cant push myself anymore
Still you don’t understand
So please
Just love me or let me go
Cause I cant do this anymore
I don’t wanna feel a thing
I just wanna be numb all over again
So just love me or let me go
Cause I cant hurt myself anymore.
I crushed all my wants and desires
I know I've bottled all my expectations
I know they cant be bottled up anymore
I've done all I can
And you wont even try
I know its for us
But I still need a minute to face it.
So please
Just love me or let me go
Cause I cant do this anymore
I don’t wanna feel a thing
I just wanna be numb all over again
So just love me or let me go
Cause I cant hurt myself anymore.
I hope I can move past this someday
Its gonna take a while to forget all those plans we made for the future
I hope I can move past this
Cause I've lost myself somewhere
I know its over for us
But I just need some time
So please
Just love me or let me go
Cause I cant do this anymore
I don’t wanna feel a thing
I just wanna be numb all over again
So just love me or let me go
Cause I cant hurt myself anymore.
Just love or let me go
Cause I need to find myself again.
 

TE BEAUTHY OF THE BUTTERFLY

Spread your wings
Gaily adorned maid
That I may suck in your beauty
Ravishing butterfly perched on a rose
Keep taunting me
Keep flapping your wing
That I may take it all in
Well versed in the act
You never let me
Suck it in at once
Perched and perch
And you hop off
Keeping the flame alive
Poor captured me
And I keep following
That I might be knowledgeable in beauty
And dancing to taunt me
You kept eluding
Bright smile that light up the sky
That engaged me
That conquered me
Fluid dancer, exotic charmer
Cast me off your spell
That you do not lead me to oblivion
Eyes fixed upon the sky
I behold not the ground
That I do not stumble unto death
Wrapped up
In the beauty of the butterfly.